There are some good things
No matter how hard you fall, how hard you fail, always remember there are some good things about you and that trying and to keep on trying, matters.
Think about the principles of grace, righteousness, and holiness, faith, love, passion, and other blessings, true and genuine, from where you have the strength to even try to do the things God has asked you to do.
Your life already resembles a lot of changes, you have changed direction, removed what needed to be removed so that your worship is true, left those things behind that hindered you from following Jesus and maybe even destroyed a few things to make sure they had no chance of ever being in your life again.
Even with some good things, the adventure begins. I prepare my heart to seek God; through the grace of God my heart is disposed to serve and worship the Lord, and to seek His honour and glory.